Yesterday we, D and I started the day wrong. We fought about something that was related to my past. I was really guilty and sad that we had to argue. I was my fault because I hide something from him. You know, those things that you regret and the memories you don't wanna think ever again in your entire life.

It was hard for me because I'm not the type who shares everything with everyone. I was raised in a way that I should solve my own dilemmas and face them with my own solutions. So there, for a while I thought what I did was right, but it is definitely wrong.

I had so many realizations in a little time, like in a relationship you have to be really open. You have to share your bad and good side and share your weakness as well so that your partner will know and can help you in times. It is a matter of two people loving each other helping each other and supporting each other conditionally.

I'm really thankful to God that I have this man on my side. I can't thank him enough for everything.