My day was obtain-ably fine until this announcement came in. Another team chum will have to leave. Yes, a heart infringement event AGAIN. I've been here for four epoch already (1st: Shannon, 2nd: Ate Mae, 3rd: Cam, 4th: Anton). This feeling of attachment fretfulness, that agonize of how your day will go without this person, that grasp of tomorrow or on the next days you'll be alone, that assertion of someone will always have your back, and the future career that in pile up for you.

My wit has its own line of attack of shutting my stance behind. For all the things that happened, for all the experiences that I endured,  for all the damage that people brought into my existence, my brain finally knew what to do. And that is to harmonize straightforwardly to my heart through my veins and tied it up to the tube associated to my eyes to stop producing tears.

I guess I have to reside in the moment.

I'll write again tomorrow, perhaps my head is in its right function by then.